Don't like seeing people around me upset and downcast, it makes me sad, breaks my heart. Even though some people think that's bull. Admit it, you're probably thinking "Yah right, how pretentious. Just trying to look good only." hahah.

Want to know how I feel right now? Don't tell you, hehe.

Please think in my shoes. Thanks.

I'm sorry, I'm giving up. I'm tired.

Nope, nothing is wrong. I'm merely tired of being so tired.

By the way, it's 12.18am now. Which means we have school tomorrow. Crap.

We may never be close again. We may never be like how we used to be. Things may be irreversible. But I'll never forget how we used to be, how things used to be. They'll always be in my memory, stored in my heart.

Haiiiiiiiiiiii, I'm here. I just finished some homework so I think it's safe to blog now without feeling guilty later on. Still some left, I hope I find time to do tomorrow. I hope I can get a new phone tomorrow too. What should I get? I'd like a Blackberry but it seems kind of stupid if I get one cause none of my friends have a Blackberry so even if I get it, it's of no use cause there won't be anyone to BBM with me. Then I'll be a lonely soul with a Blackberry. But I think that a Blackberry's pretty. Hoooow? Should I, should I? I'm tired of Nokia already. Ever since the very first phone I had, it has been Nokia every year. Boring sheet. Not going to get an iPhone either cause everyone has it now. Besides, I already got my iTouch.

Hahah, my mom and sister are watching Final Destination on teevee and they are screaming, covering their eyes with newspaper, plucking hair out etc. While my earpieces are plugged in, and I'm in my own world. It's funny watching them.

I'm tired of Nokia. I'm tired of messaging. I'm tired of my phone vibrating, when the person contacting me isn't who I wished was contacting me. I'm tired of studying. I'm tired of doing homework. I'm tired of always doing things without processing in my mind. I'm tired of saying things without pausing to think. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of feeling like that. I'm tired of smiling. I'm tired of laughing, whether it's real or not. I'm tired of not getting enough sleep. I'm tired of happy songs. I'm tired of seeing people around me quarrel. I'm tired of seeing people around me sad. I'm tired of peering into my closet and not being able to decide what to wear. I'm tired of feeling so inferior. I'm tired of feeling neglected. I'm tired of feeling insignificant. I'm tired of getting mosquito bites all the time. I'm tired of getting mozzie bites then scratching them, leaving scars all over my body. I'm tired of falling sick all the time. I'm tired of falling sick during test and exam periods, cause I can't study. I'm tired of coughing every minute now. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.

Today Lydia and I were irritated ttm during English. Can't read when there's noise. Can't hear the dialogue when there's noises such as "This is the turbine." and "This is the bad person." Blah blah blah. So we went to the staircase to finish reading the passage before going back to class.

I spent over an hour burning calories using Wii just now, only to eat pizza for dinner. Hahah, efforts wasted. My homework isn't finished yet, not like what I had planned. :( Sigh.