Do you ever get the feeling when you just feel all out of sorts and you don't want to talk to anyone but you don't really know why either?

Holiday? Oh, it's here? Since when, I didn't realize. Hello, this holiday is not going to be fun. Because firstly, I don't even feel it. And I am going to keep myself at home these few days to study Physics. I'm not going to go out. :) Other than tomorrow, for my hair appointment. Hopefully they'll be able to do something about my fringe! I want to change parting already, whether it's different side or bangs. Yup, anyway, that's what I'm gonna do. Study study and study more. Then after studying, I have 21 homework to complete. Imagine if I took 1 day for each homework, which is pretty good already. I'm going to spend almost a whole month doing homework. What the boomz.

I need new clothes. I look into my wardrobe and I feel.. Disappointed. Even though I still have clothes in my wardrobe that I've not worn before, I just want more clothes. And shoes and bags although I also have a pile of them. Although I want them, I'm too lazy to budge to go out and get them. I realize the money I spend each week is more than my allowance for that week itself. Gotta stop spending like it's air.

I don't really see a point in continuing what I'm doing, you know. It takes two hands to clap. And I'm sick and tired of doing the job meant for two people. We gotta work together, I can't work alone in this. I'm tired, yes I am. Yawn.

I feel... half dead. Intended to complete some homework and do Physics today. But the medicine just flew me to lala-land. And I had a nice nice sleep. After I woke up, I still did not do anything, other than watch shows. What a waste of time. I feel like a whole day just went to the wastebin. So tired, feel like turning in soon.

9 hardest times of your life:

1. Being questioned when you yourself do not understand.
2. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about.
3. Trying to forget something you never will.
4. Admitting you were wrong after being so insistent that you were right. (This teaches you not to be overly-confident, not to assume cause you'll just make an Ass out of U and Me.)
5. Debating with yourself. (So true!)
6. Accepting the fact that some things are not meant to be. (All of us gotta go through this huh.)
7. Trying to understand when you just can’t. (Ditto.)
8. Realizing that you’ve been tricked after you’ve given your whole heart. ( :( )
9. Parting and letting go of someone you’ve loved. (We all go through this, some time or another.)

Today, my boyfriend of two years told me he had something very important to ask me that would change our lives forever. He said he had been meaning to ask me for awhile but after losing his job he couldnt afford it. He then got down on his knees and begged me for a puppy. I immediately agreed. MLIA

Today, I decided to be sneaky and hide under my grandmother's bed to scare her. Several minutes later, I heard heavy breathing and shuffling under the bed. Terrified, I started screaming and kicking whatever was there. Turns out, it was my grandfather under the bed. What was he doing? Trying to scare my grandmother. MLIA

Today, I remebered that when I was ten my sister and I had a race up to our hotel room. I took the stairs. She took the elevator. To slow her down, I got off the landing of every floor and pushed the elevator call button. Our room was on the 12th floor. When she got up there I had been waiting five minutes, and there were 15 angry people on the elevator. MLIA

Pretty!

"Today, I decided to have some fun at the mall by walking up to random women, and saying in a stern voice, "I know about the affair." Four said they didn't know what I was talking about, five begged me not to tell their husbands, and three women paid me off. New hobby? I think so. MLIA"

"Today, while working at my job as the keeper for the lorikeet exhibit at the zoo, I got very bored and began singing to myself. The second I did, 5 birds flew to me and landed across my arms. The little girl who saw this immediately ran to her mom and yelled "You SEE?? Snow White IS real!!!" and pointed at me. Best moment of my life. MLIA"

My new favourite website. :)

Flu jab works nothing. I fell sick today. All thanks to the cold auditorium. I dislike writing essays in a time limit, cause it's always at that time that I get brain dead and I need to walk around. Oh, and too many Subway cookies yesterday, I'm getting a sore throat soon. Sicknesses FTW! I feel a bit dead.

Went to watch Sheila and Sheena's match today. I love sitting in Sheena Dad's car. I just love it. I think I can just stay in it for the whole day. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Actually, I can choose not to go, as long as I go see a doctor. Hmm.

Thinking of other things to cover up the pain, it doesn't really help. No matter what, the matter is still there, just buried in midst of all the mud. When a big storm comes, all the mud will just get washed away and there, problem surfaces back up.

They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger.